My hair loss has changed my life drastically, it consumes almost all my thoughts and it controls my life. I love the sea, I love watersports....however I only venture near the beach for a swim when no one is around. This is beacause when my hair is wet you can see my scalp more than ever. If I am at the beach I keep asking my boyfriend is my hair ok, is the balding showing badly? etc etc....I was a big out door person...loved sailing, scuba diving, hiking, walks, dancing. Now I avoid the outdoors most of the time as I am so consious when the wind blows my hair out of place....I hate the remarks from people when they say 'oh youre going bald'..this hurts. I dont like going out clubbing and dancing as I hate the lights reflecting and showing how bald I am. I count my hair that fall out. All I think about it how badly I want my hair back. There is so much on the internet but there is no real cure.....if I cant have my hair back...I need help learning how to live with loosing it.

Before my hair loss I was a fun out door person, I travelled for years as I was a navigator on ships, and always lived my life to its fullest. Now I am mostly a unhappy person.....I some times think how can hair loss have changed me so much.....after all it is only hair. Their is still a tiny part of me that hopes I can find an answer...