I wish I had good news.  I guess in a way I do, I have stopped thinking about my hair.  My new obsession is why am I so dizzy all the time now.  Pathetic, I know.  No, the deal is I have just been tired and stressed. My Iron is fine, my thyroid is fine, I am still wating for that pesky b12 result, and my primary care doctor wants me to go to a neurologist and my dermo tells me that my hair loss is still "no big deal".  He had no comment as to why Rogaine made me swell, he refuse to persribe me Spiro and informed me that bald little old ladies didn't wake up with no hair, that lost it over time, just like me.  Special.  It was then that I noticed his tie depicted the stations of the cross.  Strange.  I think Mel Gibbson is my dermo.  He gave me the name of an endo in the area that I really should call as I am sure appointments are hard to get.  Right now, however, I am just a little overwhelmed with doctor appointments, vitamins, medicine, and now I have to go to a neurologist and sit on a wobbly table for some reason in order to discover if I have nerve damage.  I hope it's all just the B12, especially being that it would explain the change in my hair texture and the loss of 2/3 of my hair. 

Well ladies the erason I write is my mother was going to treat me to a night at the salon this evening.  The theory here is that a new hair style will make me feel better.  I was going to chop it and dye it rich bown as I have never been a brurnette before and thought a change was good.  But now I am scared.  I think I am going to cancel.

1. I don't want the hair dresser to see my bald spots and make some comment

2. I am afraid dyeing my hair darker will make the thinning more noticable

3. I am afraid that when she rinses out the dye she is going to rinse half my hair out with it.

What to do.