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I feel like such a broken record. "I feel so much better about my hair" - "I'm freaking out about my shedding" - "I feel so much better..." Yada Yada Yada. Blah, Blah, Blah.
Well, I've been lazy and busy this week... Haven't washed my hair since Monday evening until today. HOLY COW at the amount of hair in the shower. I have told myself over and over... "DON'T COUNT... you can't handle it" But you know how it is when you look at he hair and KNOW that it's a lot. So I counted! 75 in the shower. That is so much more than it has been. I've been hanging out around 60 from wash to style. I noticed yesterday at work that several stray hairs were lingering on my shoulders. Not a huge amount, but I wasn't really noticing any random hair throughout the day, or if I did, it was far and few between. I was just getting to a point where I felt pretty good about this. The shedding was where I could deal with it... I am having some new growth that I refuse to investigate too closely in fear that I will notice if there is less one day! Now, a simple shower, which used to be what I loved and looked forward too... water as hot as humanly possible and a few minutes to myself... even if a 2 year old peeps in every now and then... is again causing me worry and stress!
I don't understand how so much hair can come out at one time and me not be bald in 6 months! I can't understand how it grows back and you are "supposed" to lose a hundred hairs a day. I don't get it.
Now, for all of those out there who I am tried to "boost up" your fears and worries... yeah, see - I'm a worrier myself. I have just been dealing with it pretty well for the past few weeks. Still a bonus, trying to look at the positive... no crying, no panic - I'll take any positive I can get!
I hate this!
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