Anti-candida stuff, multi-v, thyroid herbal compound, probiotics, fish oil, biotin

Spiro (50-200mg), Nizoral 1-2%, Thymuskin, Olux foam, Cutivate lotion, Vitex, Hairmax Laser comb

Ever since I began shedding hair from countless reasons (highlighting, iron deficiency, a death in the family, severe stress, and birth control), I've been trying to regain a sense of liberty....to feel like myself again, the kind of girl who would just let her hair down and laugh all day.

I've cried and cringed with every strand I pick off my shoulders in the shower. I've looked at old photos with a hollow sadness, wondering how I took it all for granted. Above all, though, I've realized how hard it has been to keep my confidence -- and sense of self -- when the hair loss threatens to take it away.

Yet, I crawl out of bed in the morning remembering what I still have in my life. My family (and crazy dog) remains there for me, while my friends keep me laughing. Despite my nightmares, my boyfriend has stayed at my side, telling me I'm beautiful.

Perhaps this whole battle, then, is helping me rebuild strength and beauty that can last. Perhaps in time, I can be less afraid of facing reality.

I'm a high school English teacher who loves to eat (especially Indian food!!), wander, and muse over a good piece of writing. Since doctors have not provided answers or understanding, I've been researching natural ways of fighting hair loss...and regaining my health. Current plan: candida and BC detox!