As I mentioned in my profile I recently lost my boyfriend who left because he didn't want to be with a "bald chick." I'm not bald and I'm far from it but I fear I will be one day and I guess he did too. I know it's all for the best, but doesn't seem to lessen the pain any. It's friday night and I wonder what all the girls my age are doing, out having fun enjoying their youth while I sit hiding in my house consumed by this. What do I feel the need to hide? I don't know. What am I so ashamed? I don't know. I guess I just have to figure things out, figure myself out. Look beyond what is on the outside and all that good stuff.All this alone time is allowing for me to do some soul searching, I guess that isn't all bad. Till next time.-Alice in Wonderland