because I couldnt stop obsessing. I kept going to the bathroom to see how bad my thinning areas are showing. I cant wear it down, and I am getting to the point I cant wear it up and I am devestated. I dont know how to manage the way I am feeling and I HAVE to get this under control because I love my job and want to keep it.  I see a therapist on the 26th. I couldnt make it without this site, thanks for listening.