Today is going much much better. I had to come to some very uncomfortable realizations yesterday, first and foremost that I am not in control of how this plays out with my hair loss. For a control FREAK like myself this is tough. I have to let this go. Repeat with me... Let it go.  I just have to keep looking for the positives . It was a good exercise for me. Thank you to all those who reached out to me yesterday and continue to support me when I need it.